When my trajectory was interrupted,
I was in the air.
It was so sweet to fall.
You didn’t see.
I didn’t call.
Nobody saved me. I was myself alone.
It was a scenic route from the above.
What is love but an ideal journey?
I remember the wild buildings, the shy trees,
the flowers collapsing, the mountains whispering
words I couldn’t make out, my poems in doubt.
I remember.
My heart used to be contracted by joy
before my fall. Now I creep and crawl
searching for pieces of me as I recognize
that quiet wind taking me away when
I was in the air.
It was so sweet to fall.
You didn’t see.
I didn’t call.
Nobody saved me. I was myself alone.
It was a scenic route from the above.
What is love but an ideal journey?
I remember the wild buildings, the shy trees,
the flowers collapsing, the mountains whispering
words I couldn’t make out, my poems in doubt.
I remember.
My heart used to be contracted by joy
before my fall. Now I creep and crawl
searching for pieces of me as I recognize
that quiet wind taking me away when
like you.
But I couldn’t. Maybe you didn’t hold
my hand as you should. Maybe.
The odds against me are endless.
But one thing I must confess:
I miss you. I missed you. I will always miss you.
I can’t move on.
You are so far away.
You are up in the air.
I can’t reach you.
You can’t reach me.
I recoiled in my abyss.
Our chances of being together
again are statistically nonexistent.
We are distant.
We are what the stars perhaps hear:
That inaudible silence that separates
two hearts forever without a decibel of
reflection or effort.
Karla Bardanza
You have woven ecstasy and lifes meaning in this. To be oblivious to what surrounds when with the one you love. When alone, you have to rediscover who you are and pick up the pieces. It feels like madness being so consumed by love, that it takes you away to a place you have never been, and can't seem to find a place of your own. tc
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